Post by tenebrouspsycher on Jan 24, 2013 23:17:07 GMT -5
here goes my in memoriam for the first and last session i had. i needed to do this sooner but i wasn't ready for it. i wasn't ready to let em go quite yet but now i am.
firstly, i would like to remember what i can a my guardian. she was my ma and i only knew her through the garden she left behind, the books, the music and the guitars. she vanished when i was real little and i got information that she was stuck on the planet a derse the whole time until she likely died. i don't ever remember seein anythin but a picture or two of a black haired lady with me probably after i rode the meteor down to earth as a baby. i looked forward so much to meetin you and i can't remember if i did or not.
the second is the grace a blood and the first person i really talked to on the internet that i really clicked with. i remember his name was ronnie, that he was as gentle as they come. he was into comics and he never wanted to really be special. Although i don't remember much a you, i will miss you and i will smile at your picture for a while yet. you saved me from a bad way after my denizen and i will read this long after i forget that.
third person is the heir a light, regis. he was a funny coolkid and fought with axes. he was my ectobro and we were just all too pleased to hear. you helped me kick the queen and kill jack, savin my ass at least twice. i think he'd like the sister i adopted. i kept your picture, brother.
others i don't remember except from survivin notes:
scout a dreams
the sniper dude
those passed that i am too happy to forget after this:
bard a space. you were an idiot.
seer a time. you were a complete douchecanoe and if future me deletes you off, i give brofists to her.
All a the people listed except the guardians died in my berserk trigger and i have beat myself up long enough. i couldn't help what happened and i can't change it. i wish there had been a way for all a us to walk through the door but there wasn't. there is somethin left a you, even if that's just a little post.
i hope if i see you guys see me in bubbles, you won't think too harshly a me. except the seer, fuck you i don't care what you think a me.
firstly, i would like to remember what i can a my guardian. she was my ma and i only knew her through the garden she left behind, the books, the music and the guitars. she vanished when i was real little and i got information that she was stuck on the planet a derse the whole time until she likely died. i don't ever remember seein anythin but a picture or two of a black haired lady with me probably after i rode the meteor down to earth as a baby. i looked forward so much to meetin you and i can't remember if i did or not.
the second is the grace a blood and the first person i really talked to on the internet that i really clicked with. i remember his name was ronnie, that he was as gentle as they come. he was into comics and he never wanted to really be special. Although i don't remember much a you, i will miss you and i will smile at your picture for a while yet. you saved me from a bad way after my denizen and i will read this long after i forget that.
third person is the heir a light, regis. he was a funny coolkid and fought with axes. he was my ectobro and we were just all too pleased to hear. you helped me kick the queen and kill jack, savin my ass at least twice. i think he'd like the sister i adopted. i kept your picture, brother.
others i don't remember except from survivin notes:
scout a dreams
the sniper dude
those passed that i am too happy to forget after this:
bard a space. you were an idiot.
seer a time. you were a complete douchecanoe and if future me deletes you off, i give brofists to her.
All a the people listed except the guardians died in my berserk trigger and i have beat myself up long enough. i couldn't help what happened and i can't change it. i wish there had been a way for all a us to walk through the door but there wasn't. there is somethin left a you, even if that's just a little post.
i hope if i see you guys see me in bubbles, you won't think too harshly a me. except the seer, fuck you i don't care what you think a me.